Friday, April 29, 2011


How does it feel to get rejected?
Awkward, strange, little embarrassing to be precise..well I had this feeling quite a few times in my life...looks like they are here to stay..sometime more..
It feels somewhat strange to find that all these notions of love, I had for most of my life, is unabashedly fictional. It all depends upon the money you earn, spend and splurge!
Which in all its true sense, is very limited to me:P...
Never really realized that I need to have earn in dollars to get love:D..

Lessons Learnt?
Back to work. Change my routes...Get a new hair cut and get drunk..

Saturday, April 23, 2011

A letter to my love

To one who has been long in city pent,

It’s been long since I saw you, heard your voice and touched you. It's been dreadfully long.
Suddenly some of my old feelings came rushing through the chasm of my forgetfulness…remember the day we walked together in rain...or the first trek?
You know, strangely, I am not particularly disheartened even after all these miseries, loss and pain.
But in my heart I have this terrible longing to hold you in my arms. Just for once.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Love and rain

Strange but true..I have found a lot of similarities between rain and reminds of the day, when I went meet someone...and she never turned up...waited..and waited..until rain came pouring down...I still remember that feeling...while walking back home...
A feeling being unloved...feeling of cold and dampness..feeling of strange sadness...something very close to me was lost that day...
Today was no different..another day..another year...looks like...I have lost again.