Please stay for me

I just wish to see you..one more time, before you go...
so many words are unspoken..so many dreams are untouched...so many poems of mine remains in forgetfulness..
I know, I am going crazy over this..but honestly it is somewhat impossible for me to imagine a day without you...
You have been my true North..my guiding star...every smile of you lights up my life....
I miss you...I am missing you badly..

Don't go..my love..please don't go.

Last letter to my love

No matter whatever you do in life…just remember that there was a guy…me…who loved you more than anything else...who was crazy about you...who just loved you and wanted nothing in return..

I just wanted to see you smile and be happy…I know that I might never have touched your heart in anyway...just wanted you to know...that I tried every day to become closer to you...I tried my best...I had put whatever I can...from wherever I can…

You know I have waited for someone like you for so long…so when I met you, I knew I have found my princess…since that bus journey…I have been madly in love with you…

You have been the love of my life...there is little doubt in my mind, that I have never ever loved anyone more than you…Never... And never will be.

Lovingly yours.

What went wrong

I wonder does she remember the days we had together..holding hands, promising to remain with each other till the end...smiling at every possible instance...dizzy feeling..
Suddenly, all these are memory of yesteryear's..dusty..

Does she really remember me..someone who just wanted to listen to her voices, talk about any trivial stories..someone who just wanted love..absolutely nothing else..
Got nothing in return...blank..all the emotional investments made are gone...
Just became bankrupt...
Thanks Lord.

Rejected.

How does it feel to get rejected?
Awkward, strange, little embarrassing to be precise..well I had this feeling quite a few times in my life...looks like they are here to stay..sometime more..
It feels somewhat strange to find that all these notions of love, I had for most of my life, is unabashedly fictional. It all depends upon the money you earn, spend and splurge!
Which in all its true sense, is very limited to me:P...
Never really realized that I need to have earn in dollars to get love:D..

Lessons Learnt?
Back to work. Change my routes...Get a new hair cut and get drunk..
Phew.

A letter to my love

To one who has been long in city pent,

It’s been long since I saw you, heard your voice and touched you. It's been dreadfully long.
Suddenly some of my old feelings came rushing through the chasm of my forgetfulness…remember the day we walked together in rain...or the first trek?
You know, strangely, I am not particularly disheartened even after all these miseries, loss and pain.
But in my heart I have this terrible longing to hold you in my arms. Just for once.
Smiles,

Indro

Love and rain

Strange but true..I have found a lot of similarities between rain and love...it reminds of the day, when I went meet someone...and she never turned up...waited..and waited..until rain came pouring down...I still remember that feeling...while walking back home...
A feeling being unloved...feeling of cold and dampness..feeling of strange sadness...something very close to me was lost that day...
Today was no different..another day..another year...looks like...I have lost again.
Shitt.

Taking a walk back

Coming back from office in a empty is not really an enchanting experience. Mostly aged guys and grumpy aunts, endlessly engaged in amusing conversations. Pretty boring stuff, until the day she walked in.
Tired, loosely tied hair falling over her face, caressing her face. Little remnant of kohl over her sharp eyes.
She sat beside me, smiled and unknowingly touched a certain section of my heart.
Little impromptu talk, little gibberish, childish sometimes, sometimes astonishingly stupid...but honestly it was good.
I felt good.